Today

Today Anderson is the exact age (to the day) Jackie was when she became a big sister.

I look at him and marvel how much we projected onto Jacqueline to be a big girl.
How much more grown up I thought she was when he was born.

Or is it that I project onto Anderson that he is still a baby?

I know I am a classic mother that is having a hard time letting her baby go, Saturday I bought him pajamas, for the first time he slept without a sleeper – I almost cried – he was not longer a baby – but instead he is a little boy.
(I am going to be a wreck when he goes to kindergarten.)

There are times when both Adam and I would love to have another baby, but that is it… only times.

Right now I am so happy I am not having a baby today.